Saturday, May 8, 2010

Silent Night

Close to 5 am in the morning, and I am sleepless in Bahrain! I hear the birds chirping outside, they must all be ready to wake up, and yet I don’t seem ready go to sleep.


Been sick for the past few days, getting better and also getting worst. Antibiotics seem to be a bit too strong for me, They make me want to throw up. But Alas I can breathe again without any worries. This also could be the reason for me not being able to sleep.


There is something about the silent night that makes you think about the sad truth of life (or shall I say my life as thoughts will change according to people)


Here is what I have learnt tonight,


They don’t teach you everything you need to know about life at school, they seem to have forgotten the important bits.


Not everything is black and white, after awhile everything seems to turn to grey and your left in the confusion of all this grayness.


What cures you for one thing could make you sick with another thing.


When love is involved everything else becomes so worthless and when it dies everything else still remains worthless.


Unfortunately sometimes we must do wrong things, even if we are not proud of them or hated for it, it has to been done, and that’s just the way things work.


That not choosing is the laziest choice you can ever make, because it entitles others to choose for you, thus giving you the option to blame someone else if anything goes wrong in your life.


You cannot sacrifice yourself for someone you love, because you don’t realize how much pain you will be forcing on to them, especially if they see you hurting because of that.


5.14 am, I really need to fall asleep otherwise I will miss the rest of my weekend!


“I may be dumb but, I'm not stupid ...Trying to make this work by Rihanna - Stupid in love”

1 comment:

unionmary said...

"That was brilliant!" *smile* "so many of your words i could relate to!" Hope you rested well eventually.